It’s been a rough few years since my partner passed away. A life of 50 years with this lady that will never be forgotten nor replaced. After her passing away like this, I started drinking as well as not taking care of my health altogether. My life just became nothing without her. I still had my daughter even though she has her life with her partner as well as little ones as well as I didn’t want her to deal with my depression. The drinking got out of control too as well as I would find myself afternoon in as well as afternoon out at a bar waiting for something, anything however never certainly knew what I was truly looking for. My life was essentially flipped upside down as well as I just didn’t know what to do. That went on for the longest time as well as with the depression as well as alcohol came the bills. As I said that wasn’t taking care of my health however at the same time I certainly stopped taking care of the household. Things started to go throughout the household as well as I didn’t care to take care of anything at all. Then with winter season fast approaching my Heating and Air Conditioning device also went. I didn’t have the currency. I blew it all the last few years on just foolish life choices. I called the Heating and Air Conditioning device contractor as well as they said they would send out a heating as well as cooling device specialist, however I knew even after she looked at my Heating and Air Conditioning device I wouldn’t be able to cover the cost for the heating repairs. It might be a chilly frosty season as well as I won’t be able to afford the repairs till the following year. I genuinely hope I can make it. I started sobering up as well as taking care of things however I truly hope it’s not too late to service my life.